Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Straight to the Bottom

So I am going through some changes. I know that they are coming soon. My new job that I accepted in January has become a nightmare. New company purchased my company and it has made things so stressful to the point that I will have an ulcer. THis is the most stressed I have been at work probably ever. I know it is not good for me, especially trying to get well. It is physically exhausting because the stress gives me headaches, tummy aches, and tense muscles. I usually can take stress, but this is a whole new level that I am not accustomed. Each month will be a fight to stay employed. It is not a fun feeling. I know I am lucky to even have a job,etc. So I try to stay positive about everything but the reality is that this new company cares nothing about the individual and only the bottom line. Being the newest there, I am the first to go I am sure. So I am proactively looking again. Searching for a new job is exhausting. I have never been fired and I dont want to start now, so I guess I should go before that happens. I have always excelled at work and this insecurity with work SUCKS. Plus there are two ladies that work with me that have families and I would rather find something new and save their jobs than have the chance that they get fired..if one of us goes, it will more than likely assure that they stay a bit longer. Anyway, just a note of something htat is on my mind today....

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